Should I care? 'Cause I don't!

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And he said: “The two coldest places on earth are Antarctica and your heart.”
And I replied: It's fine, I didn't born to make anyone happy anyways, it's not my "gift", I'm used to be alone, and I told you it wouldn't be easy, and you told me it was ok, but in fact it wasn't, it never was, you've just gave up. And to be true you're not hurting me, I guess I just don't care, perhaps I never loved you for real. I know I'm being a kind of a bitch but like you said my heart is truly cold, there's no way out. So, make me a favor, just pick all your stuff and stay away from my life.
I can be that princess who doesn't care about feelings, but I'm a mess inside, you know...? But the fact is, nobody cares, so why should I care about others too? If, in my entire life, I had to do it all by myself? There's no point in trying to be the little pretty girl that every guy wants (to fuck with), or even the perfect woman if there will always be someone who will break my heart and take my happiness away, I prefer keep it to myself, and yeah, I'm so damn annoying that some people cannot even handle me, but I'm fine with it, 'cause I wouldn't like them too, and that is the reason I have just a few friends, but I know I can trust on them 'cause I "chose" them and they "chose" me, it's how it works, it's how I work.
I never asked you to deal with it, did I? So, you can go, you're free, I'm free and I feel better with it believe or not, it's true. I guess my heart needs time-out, it's frozing and, perhaps, it's time to start dealing with people feelings, but, to be emotionally connected to someone, it's not going to be soon, I won't change completely, in fact, it's not that what I want, the point is to understand people, not being an annoying open hearted girl. I'm sorry, I'm not perfect and I'm too far from becoming something like that. But I like my way to live, I like my attitude problem, I like my frozen heart, it protects me somehow.
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Hey, wait! And about what I said yesterday, I can't figure small minds, just that.